It was the greatest feeling I ever had. Followed abruptly by the worst feeling I ever had.

::LISTENING TO:: Pure Massacre ~ Silverchair

Ello, not a whole lot new. Thursday I had a Statistics exam, and my car wouldn't start. Dad had to come and get me. Friday I went to Dazed and Confused at midnight. It fuckin' rocked. Sarah, Steph, and I got right hammed (forteged for Steph). I remember being in the car writing my genius thoughts down on stephs post-it notes, starting each off with the word POST-IT, just in case someone didn't know they were. Sarah abandoned her witch cackle laugh for Wilbur the pig laugh and the movie had more slow-motion moments then I remember.

Saturday I chilled with Sarah and P.Hilton from Winsloe all day. Then Steph and Jacqueline came so then we went to Sub-GAY (EAT FLESH!©) followed by Jumbo Video where Steph bought High Fidelity and Whats Eating Gilbert Grape, not to be confused with the std awareness video for crabs entitled Whats eating Gilberts Grapes. Boo-yah, that was good. Chalk one up for me and Gilbert.

When we got back to Sarah's I took some neocitron and fell asleep within 2 mins of the movie, I only remember a very fat woman, leonardo playing a retard, and Johnny Depp getting on some old lady. Sounds like a winner, I think i'll rent it. Anyway thats all i got for now, I have to go and study for my anthropology test.

So in the end, was it worth it? Jesus Christ. How irreparably changed my life has become. It's always the last day of summer and I've been left out in the cold with no door to get back in. I'll grant you I've had more than my share of poignant moments. Life passes most people by when they're busy making grand plans for it. Throughout my lifetime I've left pieces of my heart here and there. And now, there's almost barely enough to stay alive. But I force a smile, knowing that my ambition far exceeded my talent. There are no more white horses or pretty ladies at my door.